He's not concentrating......

That's what the Teach say's to me one day recently.

So how do I work this one then? Backround information on my situation, 'HE' who is not concentrating has ad/hd and autism and 'I' who am not a magician have to make an informed choice on where to go next.....

Torture, of the Secondary Kind.

Secondary is looming for my boy. I have sleepless night after sleepless night running through all the scenarios he is likely to encounter and I need to teach/address how to deal with it, all of which he forgets, I go over it again, he forgets and again, then if I'm not on top of it he has a meltdown about how unfair his life is having stupid autism....


The psychologist we recently attended was straight and damning of the secondary school system which leaves me reeling.

He suggests a full time SNA, great! but you, me and the apple tree know that ain't gonna happen....

What am I to do......Carry On.


All that is valuable in human society depends upon the opportunity for development accorded the individual.
Albert Einstein.

C.V

The Curriculum Vitae

cur·ric·u·lum vi·tae/kəˈrik(y)ələm ˈvītē/Noun: A brief account of a person's education, qualifications, and experience, typically sent with a job application.

Education ; That all depends on ones definition of Education. I am quite well educated , I can read and write, use a computer , drive a car, use a till, I can put people at ease, I can walk in Killer Heels, I can buy and sell, talk and listen , I understand the basic principals of Meditation, Reiki,Applied Beavioral Analysis, I can change a nappy, cook a meal from scratch and choose a wine to complement.

I read passages from books that lead to other books and other passages, I remember stuff on Art, Philosopy, Travel, Food and Wine.

I read Blogs on Autism, Fashion, Wine and Shoes (oh Shoes how I love thee)

If something is lost I'll find it, looking for information? I'll find that too.
I can form an opinion from experience and or research.

Hunting is right!

Hunting for a Job at my age (hey its an excuse!) is bloody awful! Who stole my confidence, and planted a 'strangle her' vine? Each new idea for a job/career/employment is investigated and I either need to have been unemployed for the last six months or possess a degree, I have neither.
In fact I have shag all documented evidence that I am not stupid...so short of writing a novel mentioning all the cool stuff I can do, How can I get this across.

I'm at a loss as to even what I want to do......correction I'm at a loss as to what I can do....

Magnets

For the Menopause ....yep ya stick them in your knickers and away ya go....

I was out shopping and happened to ask in a health shop about them and there they were ...simply had to try .....just hope I don't fly across a crowded room and stick to some large appliance somewhere 8-)

Hot Stuff!

Not voluntarily mind .....night sweats ....am going to die in Spain if this keeps up....

The Plan.

I hate feeling like this, it's shitty. So I am going to try use this anger to stop it taking over, turn my anger on the symptoms and kick their arse so to speak....

How? Yoga for starters. This is good....Yoga for Menopause


The grunting and groaning from mine will be unholy (",)

Blood,Sweat and Tears .....

and that's just Peri Menopause.

Adding to that, hair! on my face! chin to be exact ....wtf is that about.

I feel attacked by my own body, it is sneaking up on me. My middle is thickening!